My Stupid Ear

As some of you know I recently got two more holes stabbed though my body. Since the earrings they were originally pierced with were a little small I changed them to a longer pair that I owned, and I guess I didn’t clean them well enough, or else the place that pierced them didn’t have me properly sterilized, because they did look like they were swelling to me before, in fact I changed them because they were getting tight. So the next day they were looking a little red... no problem that’s happened before, I must have just slept on them wrong or something. And then the next day my whole ear was so red and swollen I couldn't believe it, so I gave them both a good clean and I thought they would be fine, but long story short, they weren't. So I got Kim to clean them off, and she said it was only the one that was really bad and that I better take it out, and HOLY CRAP!! It hurt so much I almost fainted, so we cleaned them all off and everything and me being the smart person I am decided that maybe if I just put it in really loosely it would be fine and it would just heal up. So I went through the whole fainting thing again, and after that I decided I better just take it out, and now I’m really mad, because I didn't want to take it out. I still want to just find something that is really loose and put it in but I dint have anything that is loose and wont hurt to get in so now I don't know what to do, and I really want my earring back!