End of Year Pleasures

I don't understad why the "first month" is January and the "last month" is December. It really doesn't make any sense at all to me, I think the first month should be September, and the last month, I guess would have to be August but I think it should really be June and then theres just two nothing months, they would still be in the calendar but... I dont actually know what I'm talking about, and thats why I didn't invent the calendar! It would be so messed up no one would be able to understand it, including me! Well anyways I thinks June is one of my favourite months, everything wraps it self up and finishes it's self off. For me anyways, not so much for the people who work. So far I have finished piano lessons, written my exams, ran in the marathon and began my summer job. It's quite refreshing actually, knowing I will be able to start all over again; "Maybe I wont get myself into such a mess again," I hopefully think to myself. "Maybe, just maybe I will do all my home work, study for tests, keep my binders organized,pratice my piano every week and hopefully I will get a part time job and be able to save my money instead of spend money I don't have." But I know it will never happen, my binders will be a mess, I will never be ready for a piano lesson, and I will surely forget about half of my tests and will only study for half of the ones that I actually remeber. I will freak out the day befor an exam, and I will drink too much coke, and watch too many movies and too much tv. I don't know why I can't just accept that it will never change, but I can't. There is and always will be that small glimmer of hope, which I guess is good, everyone needs hope. Well I must pull myself away to wath another movie, and enjoy some coke.